So Sick and Tired

I'm finally fed up with the way things have been. Things are going to change, and in order to start, it's time for ME to change. Maybe it's a good thing my environment maybe changing...

I'll get to leave behind the shitheads at my school, at least.

They aren't all bad, but the ones that are... They're so bad. Some of my own "friends" have been added to that list, too. So... Maybe it is a really good thing that it's about to change. I'm sick of drama. I'm sick of thinking back on things that make me feel like a terrible person, even though it's not me, it's pretty much everyone else.

That isn't to say that I won't take responsibility for my own actions. I know what I've done wrong, and trust me, that won't be happening twice. Without even asking me for my side of the story, I was turned on. People are like rabid dogs sometimes. Everytime I think about it, I get so angry. Though, it'll be ok. I'm taking my vengeance, and maybe I'll leave too.

I'm starting to get excited about making a change.

Maybe I'll actually get away from boys and drama and shitty-ness.

I'm still so angry...
still so sad...
still so lonely.

But it's alright. I'll get stronger.

I will stand tall.